Maybe I Don’t Know
By Sadie Gustafson-Zook

I’ve been trying recently to just let things happen
In the past I had a plan and stuck to it fervently.
But with every new beginning I am finding that I’ve been wrong.
And with every wrong decision I get closer to me.

Chorus:
Maybe I don’t know what I want.
Maybe I don’t know what is best for me.
Maybe I don’t know what I want,
Maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know.

I was living with assumptions about how I was to love
I was flailing and was failing at finding one to hold.
I’ve been rooting through my
memories and searching for new meaning.
And with every wrong
decision I get closer to me.

(chorus)

I was writing sad songs to try to process what went wrong–
How I couldn’t seem to choose a man or keep one very long.
Each tune had possibility but nothing that would stick.
And with every wrong decision I get closer to me.

(chorus)

It’s easy to assume that this is just a phase of life.
It seems appropriate that I’m questioning at only 25.
But I can’t indulge the sin of certainty that was so strong.
And with every wrong decision I get closer to me

Maybe I don’t know what I want.
Maybe I don’t know what is best for me.
Maybe I don’t know what I want,
Maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know.
Maybe I don’t know what I want,
Maybe I don’t know.